what do u do... when u dislike someone u can't dislike?? because of certain relations with them... you just can't express dislike towards them... but it just boils from underneath... and ur just scared that it'll one day boil over... then it'll be too late... so how do i stop it b4 it reaches that pt?

know those 偶像劇s where the main girl is like a goddess and EVERYTHING they say and think is nice and positive? wish i could be like that... =(

was reading random xanga post and it got me thinking:

i judge... i really try not to tho....esp when i see people saying:

"well if their parents would raise their kids properly... there wouldn't be this problem"...

and "wow... kate (from jon and kate plus 8) is a HORRIBLE mother"

i can't help but think.... like u would know.... have you been a parent?? are YOUR kids perfect??

OBVIOUSLY sometimes it is tru... like when the people are like... if you think violent games influence your child... then don't let them play it.... i agree... i really do...

but who has perfect kids.... who are you to judge... right?

how many times have i not done something "in case they thought something of me"?

the humble chinese in me is just awkward in canada...

from now on... christina will try not to think too much of what others think of the things she does...